Do you know what it’s like to feel alone,
To know that the one person who has stuck by you your whole life has left,
Because they gave up on you?
What it’s like for the one person that loved you for sure,
To stop taking your crap and just not care anymore,
To see the disappointment in their eyes,
And know that it’s your fault?
Well I do,
And I wish didn’t know this feeling,
Because you know what?
It hurts like hell.
Your heart hurts so bad that it feels as if it’s been stabbed one too many times,
There’s this gut-wrenching feeling of guilt,
You feel like giving up cause there’s no reason to continue trying,
To continue living,
To continue breathing,
Because the only reason why you were still alive was so that you could see
Sooner or later,
That one moment in time,
When you look into their eyes,
And see only pride and happiness and joy,
And know that that was there all because of you.